AWOLS or Work the Steps
In your fellowship:
is the focus mainly on working the 12 steps to uncover, discover and discard character defects while building dependence on God and the fellowship of others to achieve sanity / mental sobriety not dependent on a number on the scale.
or
is the focus mainly focused on strict adherence to rules and tools, to build character, discipline and accountability to a sponsor and the fellowship to attain a right sized body?
Let’s take a closer look at the underlying models of thought behind each approach.
In the words of FA Co Founder Cynthia:
"AWOL is a program that originated at an alcoholic detox center in Canada. It is not part of the 12 Step program "
History of the AWOL
The most widely documented origin refers to Food Addicts in Recovery Anonymous (FA), which adopted an “AWOL” (A Way of Life) format. According to FA’s history, the AWOL approach began in 1977, initiated by “a man who was a member of AA” at an alcoholic detox center in Canada. This person introduced AWOL as a structured method of studying the 12 Steps—not as a standalone program. From there, it was adapted into FA/Overeaters Anonymous settings by early members—including one sponsor and her co-leader in Chelsea, Massachusetts—who co-led the first AWOL in OA based on that structure .
Therefore, while the name of the specific individual from Canada isn’t given, the concept originated in Canada in 1977 by an AA member at an alcoholic detox facility. Its adaptation into FA/OA circles happened through the leadership of individuals in Boston, especially among early OA sponsors who co-led the first AWOL in that context .
So in summary:
- Origin: Canadian alcoholic detox center, 1977, by an unnamed AA member—structured 12-Step study.
- Adaptation into FA/OA: Through a co-leadership in Chelsea, MA, by early OA/FA sponsors who adopted the structure and commitment format.
What difference does it make?
History bears out that Psychology and medicine alone could not / failed to keep the drunk sober. They had to have a power greater than themselves to maintain sobriety.
Bill Wilson writes: "I cannot resist the conclusion that the philosophical implications arising from Freud’s work have done a great deal to poison modern thought. Many people are constantly coming into A.A. who have been under treatment by Freudians." (The treatments were ineffective to keep them sober thus coming into the rooms of AA)
.... He goes on..."These (people) are apt to be sold on Freud in the sense that adherents of a religion worship their founder. They brook no questioning or doubt. They say, “It is so because the master says so”. They venerate Freud as a great debunker of the human race....
There is bound to be a great deal of bias, because in A.A. we see only the failures of psychiatry. Then, too, most of the people we get in have been treated by Freudians. But it is also true, that after coming into A.A. (working the 12 steps which provided a spiritual experience) , many who have received psychiatric treatment report that they are able to go back over the experience and pick out of it much that is helpful.
McCabe, Ian. Carl Jung and Alcoholics Anonymous: The Twelve Steps as a Spiritual Journey of Individuation (p. 3). Taylor & Francis. Kindle Edition.
Dr. Carl Jung Dr. Sigmund Freud
Why it is confusing to work an AWOL
sourced outside of the Fellowship?
An insightful question — and one that strikes at the core of why so many well-intentioned “study formats” or hybrid programs can unintentionally blur the lines between recovery principles and human interpretation.
Let’s unpack it carefully, piece by piece — from both a Big Book/12-Step lens and a Traditions lens.
🧭 1. The Purpose of the Twelve Steps
According to the Big Book, the Twelve Steps are a set of spiritual actions designed to produce one specific result:
“Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these Steps…” (p. 60)
They are not a curriculum, a therapy model, or a philosophy.
They are a spiritual process revealed through experience, not invented by man.
So when someone brings in an AWOL (A Way Of Life) program that introduces methods, exercises, or doctrines outside of what the Steps teach, it immediately creates a dual authority problem:
“Which are we following — the Big Book or the AWOL manual?”
That confusion undermines the clarity of the Step process itself.
🧩 2. The Nature of AWOL (A Way Of Life)
The AWOL format was originally a peer-led study group, not an official A.A. or F.A. structure. It was meant to walk through the Steps together using outside materials.
But many modern AWOLs add their own interpretations, questions, or psychological layers that aren’t in the Big Book or 12 & 12.
That means it’s not technically the Twelve Steps anymore — it’s a commentary on them.
And when newcomers don’t understand that distinction, they can mistake human interpretation for the actual Program.
⚖️ 3. It Confuses the Source of Authority — Violating Tradition Two
Tradition Two: “For our group purpose there is but one ultimate authority — a loving God as He may express Himself in our group conscience.”
When an AWOL leader or curriculum dictates how the Steps “must” be done, that group begins to substitute human authority for divine guidance.
The 12 & 12 warns against this directly:
“No member should place himself in a position of authority over another.” (p. 132)
So the confusion becomes spiritual:
People can’t tell whether they are obeying their Higher Power's will or someone else’s structured workbook.
🧨 4. It Creates a Mixed Message — Violating Tradition Three and Tradition Six
Tradition Three: “The only requirement for membership is a desire to stop…”
Tradition Six: “An A.A. group ought never endorse, finance, or lend the A.A. name to any related facility or outside enterprise…”
When a 12-Step meeting hosts or promotes an AWOL that isn’t an A.A. (or F.A., N.A., etc.) publication, it mixes an outside enterprise with the fellowship’s message.
Newcomers then can’t tell what’s core program and what’s optional add-on.
That’s confusing because it subtly implies:
“The regular Steps aren’t enough — you need this special version.”
That idea directly undermines the simplicity and accessibility the Big Book protects.
💔 5. It Divides the Fellowship Into “Us and Them”
Once an AWOL exists alongside the fellowship, people start saying things like:
- “He’s in the AWOL; she’s not.”
- “We’re the serious ones; the rest don’t get it.”
- “You can’t really recover unless you do AWOL.”
That’s Tradition One violation territory — unity gets replaced by stratification.
Bill W. warned of exactly this kind of elitism:
“Whenever we fail to place the welfare of the group first, we are letting our instincts run riot.” (12 & 12, p. 130)
So even if the AWOL helps some people, it can harm the body of the fellowship by creating tiers of worthiness.
🌀 6. It Confuses the Spiritual Sequence
The Twelve Steps unfold in a divinely ordered progression — from powerlessness to surrender to inventory to amends to service.
When AWOL programs rearrange, embellish, or intellectualize that process, members often end up:
- Over-analyzing instead of experiencing,
- Learning about God instead of trusting God,
- Talking recovery instead of living recovery.
The confusion isn’t just structural — it’s experiential.
The “flow of the Spirit” described in the Big Book gets replaced by a schedule of assignments.
🧾 Summary Table
Area of ConfusionStep/Tradition AffectedHow Confusion Shows Up
Dual authority | Tradition 2 ; “Which is right — AWOL or Big Book?”
Added requirements | Tradition 3 ; “Only some people are suited for this method.”
Outside affiliation | Tradition 6 ; Group appears tied to a separate program or curriculum.
Division & hierarchy | Tradition 1 ; Members split into “true” vs. “lesser” participants;
Substitution of intellect for spirit | Step Process ; Study replaces surrender; head replaces heart.
🔔 In Plain Language
The confusion comes from mixing two different spiritual ecosystems:
The Twelve Steps VS. AWOL (as often practiced)
Inspired revelation of principles | Human system of interpretation
Simple, direct, experiential | Structured, analytical, curriculum-driven
God-centered guidance | Human-authored guidance
Freedom through surrender | Control through process
When you graft one onto the other, you dilute both — like trying to mix two sets of blueprints for the same house. The walls don’t line up.
💡 The Core Idea
The Twelve Steps don’t need supplementation — they need application.
So, working an AWOL “not part of the 12 Steps” inside a 12-Step fellowship confuses the message, divides the membership, and risks replacing God’s authority with human design.
How Big Book Recovery
differs from AWOLs
1. Recovery Is Not Earned by Effort
“We are not saints. The point is that we are willing to grow along spiritual lines. The principles we have set down are guides to progress. We claim spiritual progress rather than spiritual perfection.”
— Big Book, p. 60
Why it contrasts AWOL: AWOL’s deadlines and grading-like atmosphere can make recovery feel merit-based as opposed to powerlessness. The Big Book says the requirement is "a desire to stop drinking addictively", not the pursuit of flawless performance.
2. Powerlessness Is the Starting Point
“Lack of power, that was our dilemma. We had to find a Power by which we could live, and it had to be a Power greater than ourselves.”
— Big Book, p. 45
Why it contrasts AWOL: The AWOL structure can unintentionally suggest there is “sufficient power” in strict adherence to guidelines, completing worksheets and attending meetings, while the Big Book insists the Power is not our own intellect, discipline, or the group’s rules — it’s God.
3. God Does the Transforming
“Our job is to be at the place where we can be of maximum helpfulness to others, so we clean house with the help of God.”
— Big Book, p. 102
Why it contrasts AWOL: AWOL often focuses on self-cleaning- We must work harder and try harder to achieve the goals via assignments. The Big Book insists the cleaning is done “with the help of God,” and that Human Aid is insufficient.
4. The Danger of Over-Reliance on Ourselves
“We had to quit playing God. It didn’t work.”
— Big Book, p. 62
Why it contrasts AWOL: When AWOL becomes rigid and over-intellectualized, it risks putting us in the role of managing our own recovery through rigid guidelines, self discipline, group motivation and precise performance — exactly what the Big Book says doesn’t work.
5. The Real Requirement for Belonging
“The only requirement for A.A. membership is a desire to stop drinking.”
— Big Book, Tradition Three, p. 562
Why it contrasts AWOL: AWOL adds attendance rules, homework rules, and completion rules. The Big Book strips it back to one requirement: desire for God to miraculously remove our defects of character.
6. Grace, Not Graduation
“We feel we are on the Broad Highway, walking hand in hand with the Spirit of the Universe.”
— Big Book, p. 75
Why it contrasts AWOL: The imagery is about companionship with God, not passing a class or finishing a program.
Summary:
The Big Book continually warns against self-reliance, intellectual management, and performance-based spirituality. Its model is grace-driven: surrender to God, act in willingness, and allow Him to direct the pace and depth of your change. AWOL, can unintentionally replace that with human scheduling, rule-keeping, and mental exercises — which look like recovery on paper but may lack the power of God that the Big Book says is essential.
This site recommends that you work the steps the Big Book way, ideally working them with your sponsor to gain the neutrality the Big book promises in step 10. Studying the steps in an AWOL is not the same as working the steps and will not provide neutrality which is the fruit of a spiritual experience and the gift of the Higher Power.
"Rarely have we seen someone fail who has thoroughly followed our directions."
(as originally written by Bill W and later revised in edition 1)
For those who want to dive deeper...
Big Book Methods vs AWOLs
Working The Steps
AWOL (“A Way of Life” 12-Step study) and the Big Book of Alcoholics Anonymous focus on the same problems but are very different as a solution in purpose, scope, and format.
Here’s the breakdown:
1. Origin & Purpose
- Big Book of AA
- Written in 1939 by Bill W. and early AA members.
- Serves as the foundational text of Alcoholics Anonymous.
- Explains the problem of alcoholism, the spiritual solution, and how to apply the 12 Steps.
- Intended to inspire and guide through personal stories and step-by-step instructions historically proven successful.
- AWOL
- Originated in 1977 in Canada as a structured group study of the 12 Steps.
- Focus is on studying the Steps in a set, committed timeframe (often 12 months to 18 months).
- Usually uses multiple resources (including the Big Book, Little Red Book and 12 & 12, and sometimes program-specific literature like FA materials).
- Designed for interactive learning and accountability, not for storytelling or history.
2. Format
- Big Book
- A single book divided into chapters, starting with the Doctor’s Opinion and moving through 164 original pages, plus personal recovery stories.
- Can be read alone, with a sponsor, or in meetings.
- No fixed time commitment other than "pursuing a RIGOROUS course of action", "sometimes quickly, sometimes slowly"—it’s more of a reference and testimony of the actions and histories and results.
- AWOL
- A meeting series—usually weekly, lasting 1–2 years depending on pace.
- Participants commit to attend every session unless seriously ill or traveling and no more than 2 sessions.
- Includes homework, written inventories, sharing with a sponsor, and group discussion.
- Heavily interactive—participants often read passages aloud, write step work, and share responses.
3. Method of Teaching
- Big Book
- Self-paced, open-ended reading.
- Leaves the application of the Steps largely to personal initiative or sponsor guidance.
- AWOL
- Guided, structured schedule to complete all 12 Steps.
- Forces consistent progress—less chance of “stalling out” on a step.
- Often uses worksheets, study questions, and personal inventories.
4. Community & Accountability
- Big Book
- Can be studied alone, though often read in groups.
- Sponsor is optional but strongly encouraged.
- AWOL
- Built-in sponsor/sponsee system.
- Emphasis on group commitment and mutual accountability—if you miss meetings, you may be asked to leave .
Key Difference in Essence
- Big Book = The original instruction manual for AA’s program to document how they found their higher power, implemented it into their lives and asked that Higher power to remove the obsession.
- AWOL = A modern, structured “classroom” approach to working those instructions in a group over time. "Know thyself." The premise is that if the illness is understood, the right rules and tools can be implemented to create a working solution.
The 12 Step Program of AA
🧠 Jungian / AA View on Alcoholism
🔑 1. Core Assumption: Alcoholism is a Spiritual Malady
- Jung believed that chronic alcoholism arises not from neurosis, but from a disconnection from the Self, the unconscious, or the divine.
- The alcoholic is not just mentally or physically ill—they are spiritually bankrupt.
- The core problem is "dis-ease of the soul"—a longing for wholeness, meaning, and transcendence, misdirected into alcohol.
🔁 Jung's Famous Quote to Rowland Hazard (an alcoholic patient):
“You are in a spiritual condition that only a spiritual experience can solve.”
This idea directly inspired Step 12 of AA: “Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps…”
🌀 2. Addiction as Misguided Individuation
- Jung’s theory of individuation—the lifelong process of becoming whole—is hijacked by addiction.
- Instead of integrating the shadow, connecting with the Self, and achieving meaning, the addict tries to shortcut the process by using substances to simulate transcendence.
- Alcohol becomes a false sacrament, a substitute for the sacred.
Jung noted the etymology of “alcohol” from Arabic “al-kuhl”, also linked with the spirit, saying alcoholics have a misdirected craving for spirit (Spiritus).
🪞 3. The Shadow and the Inner Void
- The shadow—the unconscious parts of ourselves we disown—is often projected outward or suppressed.
- The alcoholic may drink to escape the confrontation with this darkness.
- But transformation only occurs when the shadow is integrated into conscious awareness, not avoided.
⛪ 4. Healing Requires a Transcendent Power
- Both Jung and AA assert that ego-based solutions will fail. Willpower is not enough.
- True recovery requires surrender to a Higher Power (God, Spirit), revealing the True or Authentic Self as the Creator designed us to be while operating at our full potential.
- This is not religious dogma, but a symbolic submission of the ego to something larger, wiser, and more whole.
🔄 5. Parallels Between Jungian Thought and AA’s 12 Steps
Jungian ConceptAA Step EquivalentSpiritual crisis | Step 1 – Admitting powerlessness
Surrender to a Higher Power | Steps 2–3 – Turning will over to God
Shadow work | Steps 4–5 – Moral inventory and confession
Individuation (integration) | Steps 6–7 – Character defects removed
Amends & relational healing | Steps 8–9 – Making direct amends
Conscious contact with Higher Power | Steps 10–11 – Ongoing inventory and spiritual growth
Rebirth through service | Step 12 – Spiritual awakening and helping others
🧠 Summary of Jungian / AA Analysis
ElementJungian / AA InterpretationCore Issue | Spiritual disconnection; loss of meaning
Cause of Addiction | Substituting substance for transcendence
Alcohol's Function | False path to wholeness / numbing inner void
Shadow Role | Avoidance of the unconscious and denied aspects of self
Recovery Path | Spiritual awakening, surrender to Higher Power
Goal | Transformation, integration, unity with Self or God
⚖️ Critique
Strengths:
- Addresses the existential dimension of addiction.
- Offers a transformational path, not just symptom management.
- Forms the basis for one of the most successful peer-recovery systems in the world (AA).
Weaknesses:
- Can be vague or mystical to those seeking clinical clarity.
- May be difficult for atheists or agnostics (though AA has secular adaptations).
- Lacks empirical measurability (though outcomes-based evidence supports AA’s efficacy).
Fellowship Groups
🧠 Freud’s Core Psychological Framework
- Structure of the Mind:
- Id: Primitive desires and instincts (pleasure principle).
- Ego: Rational mediator (reality principle).
- Superego: Internalized morality and societal norms.
- Drives:
- Freud emphasized the libido (sexual drive) and later the death drive (Thanatos) as underlying forces in behavior.
- Defense Mechanisms:
- The ego protects itself from anxiety by deploying unconscious strategies like repression, denial, displacement, etc.
🍷 Freudian View on Alcoholism
1. A Symptom, Not a Disease
Freud didn’t define alcoholism as a disease in the medical sense. Rather, he saw it as a symptom of deeper, unresolved psychic conflict, often stemming from early childhood trauma, repressed desires, or fixations (especially oral-stage fixation).
👉 Example: An adult who overuses alcohol may unconsciously seek the comfort and security associated with the breast (oral fixation).
2. Self-Medication for Inner Conflict
Alcohol is used to dampen anxiety, repress guilt, or avoid psychic pain stemming from:
- Forbidden impulses (e.g., sexual or aggressive desires)
- Unresolved oedipal issues
- Failure of ego strength to manage internal tension
Addiction in Freud’s view is not about the substance itself, but the internal reasons a person turns to the substance.
3. Ego Weakness and Regressive Behavior
- Alcohol lowers inhibitions and regresses the individual to a more primitive state of functioning.
- A weak ego may rely on alcohol as an external crutch to cope with inner conflict or external demands.
- Thus, drinking becomes a way to escape superego guilt or suppress the anxiety generated by the id's impulses.
4. Oral Stage Fixation
- Freud often connected substance use (especially alcohol, smoking, overeating) with oral fixation, one of the early psychosexual stages.
- If development is stalled at the oral stage due to overindulgence or frustration, the adult may return to oral pleasures (e.g., drinking) for gratification and comfort.
5. Death Drive (Thanatos)
- In later work, Freud proposed that all humans have a death drive—a desire to return to a state of non-being.
- Self-destructive behaviors like chronic alcoholism could be expressions of this unconscious drive.
🩺 Freudian Treatment Approach
- Psychoanalysis: The alcoholic must bring repressed material into conscious awareness.
- Uncover early trauma, analyze dreams, and explore transference in therapy.
- Goal: Strengthen the ego to tolerate inner conflict without needing alcohol as a defense.
Freud believed insight—not abstinence alone—was the key to healing.
🔍 Summary of the Freudian Analysis
ElementFreudian InterpretationCause | Unconscious conflict, trauma, oral fixation
Function of Alcohol | Defense mechanism to reduce anxiety or guilt
Symbolic Meaning | Regression to infantile pleasure and emotional numbing
Addictive Behavior | Expression of unresolved developmental issues or death drive
Treatment | Psychoanalytic insight, strengthening ego, resolving inner conflict
⚖️ Critique
- Strengths: Offers a deep, symbolic interpretation; highlights inner emotional causes.
- Weaknesses: Lacks empirical evidence; downplays biological and social factors; limited practical application in acute addiction treatment.